Why? Problems comes every now and then, family matters, friends matters , money matters , school work matters , everything comes in just a simple 5days school week. Bloody shit alright I felt like when I'm trying to cope with it, somethings matters will just make it HARDER to cope with it. I love Saturdays and Sundays, cause i can sleep all i want and not bother about anything. That day when mom told me " Its very hard to look after a child like you " , my answer to you is " You Sure? Being Your Child Is Harder! ". You don't understands how school life is, you thought going school and listening and do homework and understand is like ABC? hello now school life is different from you ol'd school kampong style. Its bloody freaking harder now?! can you notice, how tired i am every single day? and you kept complaining that i come home all i do is sleep.
I should let you know how i got my night sleeps, i wake up every hour worrying when its time to go to school. " 2.1oam , 3.30am,4,50am,5,15am" until 6.15am where i suppose to wake up and go to school. I don't have proper sleeps like you ? , and getting late to school is not my fault man, Blame the bus, i go down early, it left earlier , i went down let, bus coming later ... Why am I to all this sufferings? Cause this is retribution? what I've done? , let the last life tell me.Labels: last life, school, understandings
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